-ChIcLiCiOuS-

You Make My World So Colourful

Gara-gara bolak-balik nelfon client yang ternyata nada sambungnya pake lagu ini, si kakek ini berhasil membuat gue sibuk nyanyi-nyanyiin lagu sepanjang hari ini, sampe niat browsing di limewire and nyari liriknya di om gugel...

wakakakakaka.. dodolz!

*ngayal ada yang nyanyi lagu ini di wedding party gue ntar*

-You Make My World So Colorful-
Daniel Sahuleka

morning sun shines in our room
now that gloom will back in two
autumn start just ‘day with a smile and last on my beautiful love one
whose lying besides me

you’re so far away in your sleep
who can tell what dream you may dream
you don't know that i was drawing with my finger on your sweet young face.
makes a meaning words

you make my world so colorful … I’ve
never had it to good
my love, I.. thank you for all the love u gave… to me…

like a summer breathe so soft
like a rose you bring me near
and i kiss ur lips so sweet
soft like a rain and
gentle winds the morning dew in may

though they said that i was wrong
but thanks god my will so strong..
I got you in the palm of my hand
every day they try to put me on
but I love that those who try
to heard our  love

you make my world so colorful … I’ve
never had it to good
my love, I.. thank you for all the love u gave… to me…

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PS:
invitation to all of my friend, the reader of this blog, to my wedding party that insya allah will be held on Saturday, 10 November 2007 at 7 PM sharp at Gedung Serba Guna PT. PUSRI Palembang.

Be there ya guys... ;D

Oleh-oleh abis Tepar!

Ini neeeeeh, akibat tepar 9 hari ngga bisa ngapain-ngapain... yang bisa dilakukan adalah cuma memindah-mindahkan saluran televisi dari satu channel ke channel lainnya, dan ntah kenapa setiap gue memindahkan channel tv, lagu ini selalu muncul. Ntah cuma sebagai selingan 2 menit iklan albumnya, atau muncul satu lagu sebagai video klip, dan cukup sering wara wiri di MTV, tapi cukup bikin lagu ini jadi stuck on my head gitu sampe hari ini.

Denger-denger liriknya, kok lucu juga... hehehe
setelah gugel sana sini tadi pagi, ini laaah hasil perburuan gue... qeqeqeqeqe *bangga*

apa malah norak??? *bodo* =P

and.. ehm...  lagu ini buat kamu hunny... =)

Kau Begitu Sempurna - Andra & The Backbone

Kau begitu sempurna, di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan s’lalu memujamu
Di setiap langkahku, ‘ku kan s’lalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
(’Ku) takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ‘ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu … sempurna

Kau genggam tanganku, saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata, yang hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
(’Ku) takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ‘ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu … sempurna

 

All I Am

Who do you think you see
When you look at me
Is it somebody strong
Somebody you could admire

And who do you think I am
when I take your hand
Are you counting on me
To fill your dreams and your desires

Well all I am
is lonely just like you
All I wanna do
is have one dream comes true
All I am
is handing you my heart
and hoping to be part of you

Who do you think you are
Standing in the dark
Are you waiting for me
Why can't I reach you from here

oh, how do I get to you
won't you let me through
don't you think maybe we
have something special to be shared

Well all I am
is lonely just like you
All I wanna do
is have one dream comes true
All I am
is handing you my heart
and hoping to be part of you

All I Am - Heart Wave
(in memoriam perjalanan Jakarta-Bandung-Jakarta-Tangerang-Jakarta =P)



This song is for you hunny...
Semoga ngga sedih lagi...
Maaf ya ditinggal seminggu... hehehehehe =)

Release Stress For A While

Abis nonton Dave Koz performance di Score, Citos.... Sumpah suka banget!!!!!
Apalagi pas You Make Me Smile dimainin, ga tahan untuk ga mencet tombol record di kamera gue... huhuhuhuhu...
Lumayan release stress gue yang menumpuk dua minggu ini...
Hwaaaaaaaah!!!

Thanks ya Iya, buat guestlist nya... hehehehehe...

Hmmm... Long weekend neh besok...
enaknya ngapain yaaa????

This one is a question for you………

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
but I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
and I hope you are the one I share my life with...

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don’t understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?

* titipan temans... kok pas ya?? xixixixixi.... =P

Ironic

I kept getting a past hit by Alanis Morissette stuck in my head:

"Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
when you think everything's okay and everything's going right
and life has a funny way of helping you out
when you think everything's gone wrong and
everything blows up in your face"

Will you end up living a better life worrying about how things will not turn out fine?

It got me thinking about expectations and experience. In services marketing, the feeling of satisfaction comes about when a customer experiences better than what he expects, and vice versa.

After all, is life merely about meeting your expectations? Say, I'm picky about men when it comes to relationships - thus I've been single, and I don't seem to be satisfied.

But does it mean I should start worrying about that, in essence reducing my expectations so that the chance of being satisfied will increase?

*gue yang lagi capek ma pikiran-pikiran gue sendiri... hiks

can't get this song out of my head

A co-worker walked into my office and asked what I was listening to on my earphone. I wonder what make he asked me that question.

I'm a huge music fan. It’s true. During my undergrad years while I was working on my thesis, all I could do was sit and listen to music. I had a discman and 3 or 4 full books of cds. I'd trade cds with friends, share music, and hit concerts and shows (usually in time for second set) after work. Some of the artists only sang to me once or twice...but others would sit in my discman for days. I've now upgraded. I don't use a discman, I have an iPOD. It’s almost time to upgrade to a bigger one... My musical interests are varied and its so hard to be selective when choosing who to put on my pod.

The below song, by George Michael and Mary J. Blige, is at the top of my list of songs to put on repeat. I don’t know why this song suddenly crosses my mind all the way from home to the office this morning. And, according to my iTunes, it repeat for about 25 times up to now… *blush*

The reason I love this song : just read the lyric… it’s tell you everything… (and I love the video clip too!!!).

                               As – George Michael & Mary J. Blige

As around the sun the earth knows she’s revolving
And the rosebuds know to bloom in early may
Just as hate knows love’s the cure
You can rest your mind assure
That I’ll be loving you always

As now can’t reveal the mystery of tomorrow
But in passing will grow older every day
Just as all is born is new
Do you know what I say is true
That I’ll be loving you always

Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky
Until the ocean covers every mountain high
Until the day that 8x8x8 is 4
Until the day is the day that are no more

Did you know that true love asks for nothing
Her acceptance is the way we pay
Did you know that life has given love a guarantee
To last through forever and another day

As today I know I’m living but tomorrow
Could make me the past But that I mustn’t fear
I know deep in my mind The love of me I’ve left behind
Cause I’ll be loving you always

Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky
Until the ocean covers every mountain high
Until the dolphin flies and parrots live at sea
Until we dream of live and live becomes a dream

Until the day is night and night becomes the day
Until the trees and seas just up and fly away
Until the day that 8x8x8 is 4
Until the day that is the day that are no more

Did you know that true love asks for nothing
Her acceptance is the way we pay
Did you know that life has given love a guarantee
To last through forever and another day

As around the sun the earth knows she’s revolving
And the rosebuds know to bloom in early may
For now I know deep in my mind The love of me I’ve left behind
Cause I’ll be loving you always

Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky
Until the ocean covers every mountain high
Until the dolphin flies and parrots live at sea
Until we dream of live and live becomes a dream

Until the day is night and night becomes the day
Until the trees and seas just up and fly away
Until the day that 8x8x8 is 4
Until the day that is the day that are no more

New Year's Day

All is quiet on New Year's Day
A world in white gets underway
I want to be with you
Be with you night and day
Nothing changes on New Year's Day
On New Year's Day

I will be with you again
I will be with you again

Under a blood red sky
A crowd has gathered in black and white
Arms entwined, the chosen few
The newspapers says, says
Say it's true it's true...
And we can break through
Though torn in two
We can be one

I...I will begin again
I...I will begin again

Oh...
Maybe the time is right
Oh...maybe tonight...

I will be with you again
I will be with you again

And so we're told this is the golden age
And gold is the reason for the wars we wage
Though I want to be with you
Be with you night and day
Nothing changes
On New Year's Day
On New Year's Day

* by U2, first posting in 2007

** thank for Della & Nty, for the wonderful new year's eve we have and for always being such a best friends

Music, Makes Me Travel in Time

This last two days I was attending Jakarta International Jazz Festival at Istora Senayan with some friend. As I really love jazz anyway, come and see what happens there is a must... *grin* Funny how music makes a throw back to a time and place... that day, the big one: The Best of Me (from David Foster).

I was in the main stage area to see Phill Perry performance and “the best of me” came on... (I Love U Phill…..) I heard the initial notes and immediately pushed my finger to record button on my camera. This song puts me back in first year, on initial gathering at my new highschool. It was first week into the first month of school and I was a new student (again). I had a few friends and was already on the cheerl eading team... so i had my clan. I was staring at this tall boy, curly dark hair, and claimed him. Told my friends I had a crush on this boy... but couldn't talk to him. Yeah you know teenager... hahaha… Our seniors held some “welcoming games” (and not to forget the punishment…). There’s some kids got the punishment, I was on my way out of the room to go to the toilet, when suddenly (I even didn’t realize that) mr. tall boy got his punishment... and before I can’t thinking what’s going on, he grabbed my hand and asked me to sing a song while he playing his flute. The Best of Me was playing. For the next month that's all I wanted to listen to. It was such a fun and experimental time in my life that everytime i hear that song I smile and feel young. The actual relationship lasted 3 years...but that song, that song will live a lifetime.

Funny how music has a way of doing that. What songs make you travel back in time? Any songs make you think of me????? I'm sure I have a few that make me think of you. In A Rush, I Don’t Love You No More (I’m Sorry), Coffee & TV, Don’t Look Back In Anger, Your Song, Just Once, ... who ever you are… there's a song that makes me think of you.

Your Song

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a traveling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever see

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

lovely memory on Mega Kuningan @ 17 November 2006
...Thanks for singing this song for me...
xoxoxo

The Boy From Back Then

I sat down and said

"I don't want to suffer"

But he told me

He had nothing to offer

No more

 

Now that I know that

I did not I didn't know

Now that I know that

I did not know you then

I didn't know you

 

(inspired by The Girl From Back Then – King of Convenience)

-CARNIVAL-

I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now

Carnival came by my town today
bright lights from giantwheels
fall on the alleyways
and I'm here
by my door
wating for you

I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now

I here sounds of lovers
barrel organs, mothers
I would like to take you
down there
just to make you mine
in a merry-go-round

(THE CARDIGANS)

The Blower’s Daughter

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

KNOW-HOW

Riding on this know-how. Never been here before.

Peculiarly entrusted, possibly that’s ‘all!

Is history recorded? Does someone have a tape?

Surely, I’m no pioneer, constellations stay the same.

Just little bit of danger, when intriguingly, our little secret, trust that you trust me.

‘Cause no one will ever know, that this was happening.

So tell me why you listen, when nobody’s talking.

What is there to know?

All this is what is it.

You and me alone – sheer simplicity.

TWENTY YEARS

There are twenty years to go
And twenty ways to know
Who will wear,
Who will wear
The hat.

There are twenty years to go,
The best of all I hope.
Enjoy the ride, the medicine show.

And thems the breaks for we designer fakes.
We need to concentrate on more then meets the eye.

There are twenty years to go,
The faithful and the low.
The best of starts, the broken heart, the stone.
There are twenty years the go,
The punch drunk and the blow.
The worst of starts, the mercy part, the phone.

And thems the breaks for we designer fakes.
We need to concentrate on more then meets the eye.
And thems the breaks for we designer fakes.
But it's you I take 'cause your the truth not I.

There are twenty years to go.
A golden age I know.
But all will pass, will end to fast, you know.

There are twenty years to go,
And many friends I hope.
Though some may hold the rose some hold the rope.

And that's the end and that's the start of it.
That's the whole and that's the part of it.
That's the high and that's the heart of it.
That's the long and that's the short of it.
That's the best and that's the test in it.
That's the doubt, the doubt,
The trust in it.
That's the sight and that's the sound of it.
That's the gift and that's the trick in it.

You're the truth not I.

What Am I To You?

What am I to you

Tell me darling true

To me you are the sea

Fast as you can be

And deep the shade of blue

When you're feeling low

To whom else do you go

See I cry if you hurt

I'd give you my last shirt

Because I love you so

Yeah well if my sky should fall

Would you even call

Opened up my heart

Never wanna part

I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes

I can feel the butterflies

Could you find a love in me

Could you carve me in a tree

Don't fill my heart with lies

I will you love when you're blue

Tell me darlin' true

What am I to you

just felt like writing something

I’m sitting in my room, listening to songs, and then i decided to lime wire love songs, and so i did. Those all time classic love songs sang by great artists such as Whitney Houston, Barbara Streisand, Bryan Adams, Lionel Richie, Peter Cetera, Cher..... and also some not-to-ancient ones sang by Mandy Moore, Mariah Carey,  Five for Fighting, N’Sync (just bought their greatest hits albums… hahahahaha) etc....  remember the movie A Walk to Remember? Without fail, my tears will fall each time I watch it- and because of that movie, I started to like Shane West, he's so irresistible. Okay the point that I mentioned the movie is because of this song Mandy Moore sang: ONLY HOPE. The lyric of this song is just so moving. Cheesy but I love it to bits. And another one of her song CRUSH- even cheesier...... if we can be bitchy sometimes, corny sometimes, sarcastic sometimes, why can't we be cheesy sometimes?? *grin*

"You say everything that no one says,

But I feel everything you're afraid to feel,

I will always love you; I will always want you........"

 

I think I need to stop now just in case someone decides to give me a slap on the face. hahaha.... ;-p

Remember I once mentioned about crying without a reason? Well I didn't cry, I just became depressed all of a sudden. Hence, explains the love songs. As love songs are usually sad songs. And compatible to the state of emotion I am going through now. I’m actually immune to this. No biggie. Okay.. I promise that this song is good. Natasha Bedingfield’s”I Bruise Easily". Not everyone's cup of tea, but I feel the words.

 

Again, I dunno why I write those things anyway… just felt like writing something. Just remembering what happen last nite, and make me things that people sometimes have their “wild” side personality. Just like my office mates. Hahahaha… sorry guys.. I ain’t gonna tell what we doing last nite, but that was really really crazy… I mean it!!! That was really “have fun go mad” anyway… when we’re gonna do that again man… hahahahaha  I will miss that moment.

HOME

Another summer day

has come and gone away
In Paris or Rome...
but I wanna go home
...uhm Home

may be surrounded by
a million people I
still feel all alone
just wanna go home
I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters
that I wrote to you,
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane, another sunny place,
I'm lucky I know
but I wanna go home
I got to go home

Let me go home

I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living
someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
This was not your dream
but you always believed in me...

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
in either Paris or Rome
and I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
still feel alone
Let me go home
I miss you , you know

Let me go home

I've had my run
baby I'm done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
it'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home"

BEAUTY - RELOADED

Every day is so wonderful
Then suddenly it's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful, No matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful,  every single way
Yes words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone, left the puzzle undone
Ain't that the way it is

Cause you are beautiful, No matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
Cause you are beautiful, In every single way
Yes words can't bring you down
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do, No matter what we say
We're the song inside the tune, Full of beautiful mistakes
And every where we go, The sun will always shine
And tomorrow we might awake on the other side

(BEAUTIFUL - Christina Aguilera)

-Walking After You-

Tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds
Dreaming aloud
Things just won't do without you, matter of fact
I'm on your back, I'm on your back, I'm on your back

If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you

If you'd accept surrender, I'll give up some more
Weren't you adored
I cannot be without you, matter of fact
I'm on your back, I'm on your back, I'm on your back

If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you

Another heart is cracked in two, I'm on your back

I cannot be without you, matter of fact
I'm on your back, I'm on your back, I'm on your back

If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you

(WALKING AFTER YOU - FOO FIGHTHER)

.... man... I don't know why this song is always stuck in my head lately...
... over and over...

EASIER TO RUN

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
then face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away no one could never see
Wounds so deep they never show, they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head, For years and years they've played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could Stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave

It's easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
it’s so much easier to go
then face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there would never be a past

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame into the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
It’s so much simpler than change

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Then face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made

It's easier to go

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could Stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame
To the grave

(EASIER TO RUN – LINKIN’ PARK)

....Sometimes,... it’s so much easier to run and hide...
... I just wanna just run and hide...
... trying to forget ...
... already tired for that, GOD ...